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These days, people see the man I’ve become, but very few truly know how hard it has been for me to not only live with bipolar disorder but find the strength to carry on. There have been days when I believed the world—and even my family—would be better off without me.

 

However, I’ve come to realize that, with the help of those around us—whether they’re friends or family—we can transform our lives into something remarkable. To do so, we must face our darkest moments, embrace our inner struggles, and, as Mel Gibson famously put it, learn to “hug the cactus.”

 

I don’t claim to be a good man, but every day, I climb out of the depths of my personal hell, confront my suicidal thoughts, and give everything I have to keep improving myself—and to do as much good as possible, because there is already enough darkness in me.

 

To understand the branding and why I chose to follow the dark path—why I eventually found myself playing the role of the devil, Lucifer Morningstar—I need to share my backstory.

 

The path that led me here wasn't lined with expectations of grandeur from those who knew me growing up. To many, my future seemed as dim as the challenges that clouded my youth. Despite having a loving family, supportive extended family, and a few friends, my journey was fraught with hurdles. I grappled with the struggle of learning, the sting of bullying, the awkwardness of dating, and the shadows of mental illness.

 

It would be easy to think that my destiny was to be engulfed by these trials, to become another statistic of unfulfilled potential. Yet, hidden beneath the surface, the foundation for success was being laid, even if it was obscured by the darkness that enveloped me. There were fleeting moments, rare glimpses of the person I would become, but they were often overshadowed by the struggles that defined my early years.

 

This biography tells the story of my life, from being born into a loving and supportive family to facing some of the toughest battles—not only of the mind but of life itself. My hope is that if you are struggling, you can see me as a symbol of what is possible, even when the odds seem stacked against you.

The Man Behind The DEVIL

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